I’m going to be really honest. Life has been incredibly hard these last few months. I feel like every part of me has shaken – friendships, family, work..you name it and there’s been tension. I was talking over some pretty heavy stuff with one of my roommates the other day, and she suggested that I read a chapter out of a book called Spoken For by Robin Jones Gunn and Alyssa Joy Bethke. I’m not much of a reader, but I figured it wouldn’t hurt to read one chapter. So I picked up the book and flipped to the dog-eared page that she left for me. It is decidedly well written, with a few nice stories and some solid biblical truths. I felt generally pleasant about the chapter..then I made it to the last two pages, and it kind of wrecked me. In those last pages, Alyssa was remembering a portion of C.S. Lewis’ book, The Lion, The Witch, and the Wardrobe, when Lucy and Susan asked Mr. & Mrs. Beaver to tell them about Aslan. They found out that he was lion, and asked if he was safe, admitting that they were nervous to meet a lion. Mr. Beaver’s response is still lingering in my mind: “Who said anything about being safe? ‘Course he isn’t safe. But he’s good. He’s the King, I tell you.”
God isn’t safe. God isn’t safe. God isn’t safe. That simple phrase replayed over and over in my head as I tried to wrap my head around what that meant. To me, and in this stage of my life, it means that choosing to follow God is not safe, comfortable, or predictable. I’m not guaranteed to always be happy and live without hurt or pain. I can’t predict what is coming next in life, and I’m surely not guaranteed to walk this earth without struggle.
But he is good. I know that. I’ve been taught that all my life, and I can probably recite a few cliché scriptures about God’s goodness if asked. Yet, in contrast to God not being safe, the truth of his goodness takes on a whole new meaning. It means that I can always trust that there is something going on beyond the stormy surface. He is using it to make me strong. He is using it to make me holy. He is using it to reveal His grace. He doesn’t allow the storm and then turn His back – He is there with me in the midst of it.
What has amazed me through these hard times is how steady God is. No matter what’s happening today, no matter which area of life is stressing me at a particular time, I can always turn to Christ and He is there waiting to listen to me, and wanting to speak to me. There’s nothing that can separate me from Him. That’s pretty incredible! God has been reminding me lately that He is my constant. Even if everything in life turns upside down, I can count on Him being in the same place, continuing to love me and comfort me.
See, he’s not safe. But he is good.
He is constant.